Thursday, December 8, 2011

I have 4 ANGELS......

I'm without words....my precious Israel Grayson has joined his 3 sisters in heaven yesterday. U/S looked perfect..I listened to his heartbeat at 1130 Tuesday night....I just dont know what happened. I had a routine OV at 940 yesterday & nurse could not find his heartbeat.  I told her that I had JUST listened to him at 1130 buthe was really low. The Dr. tried...NO LUCK.I was sent to the next exam room for u/s and I could not see the heartbeat or ANY movement.  OB sent me accross the street to my high risk ob for detailed u/s.  I couldn't look at the screen. I only heard, "I'm so sorry"....

Chris & I are heartbroken, shocked, & angry....we were so close to bringing him home. Thanks so much for ur continued prayers.

 We will be admitted for csection today @2 for a 4pm c-section.

3 comments:

  1. Oh Tankia. I am praying for you and your family. There are just no words... *hug*

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  2. Came over from Marie's blog. There are no words that I can possibly give you, but wanted to tell you that there is one more BLM praying for you and your family. My heart is broken at all you've endured and I pray for relief for your heart. I'm just so very sorry!

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  3. I have no words...I know that when we lost our baby boy hours after he was born (and for essentially complications from a very rare and cruel type of cord incident), there were just no words.

    But the prayers! The prayers of others sustained us.

    Though you don't know me, we belong to the family of God and I will pray, pray, pray for you in the days and weeks to come.

    As Deni said...one more to stand in the gap with you.

    I'm so, so sorry.

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